Shock

It's like I'm on the outside
Looking in
Is this me?
Am I living this life?
My tears draw wet lines
on my cheeks
as i search for answers where none exist
He cheated
lied
Made a knife out of his love
Stabbed me
created such a wound
in my heart
that will never
fully heal.
I loved him
he hurt me
cheated...
cheated?
Is this me?
Am I living this life?